The Center of the World

hahahahahaha

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 19:21:54 GMT

okay so i just read my first page of entries & i was a sad little girl! i haven't been here in almost 3 full years; that's fantastic. anyhow, for anyone who reads this, disreguard anything before this entry. i'm way cooler now than the 16 y.o. "punk" hardass who used to write in this journal.

Had the Notion That You'd Make Me Change My Ways...

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 15:47:03 GMT

I love The Spill Canvas. Okay, some terrible news that no one cares about but me. 30 Day Warranty broke up. My favorite band in the world. They played their last show Saturday...I took pictures. It was amazing...of course. But anyhow. Onto my spring break.
Pretty sweet party last Friday at my house. Adara played an acoustic set. That was fun =) They're my new heroes. I got drunk...there was thie bottle of Captain Morgan....& now there's not. Heh....between me & Ashlea...& Steven from Adara & Diane. We almost killed it. But it's all good. I had fun. Little Brad(from 30 Day) was here. That was fun. He was my source of amusement. Good stuff. Hmm....the whole night was fun. There are about 4 videos floating around Chesterfield now with me & Ashlea making out on them. Yay for that. Bleh. Anyhow.

So today I'm going to see the Alamo with my padre. & tomorrow, Ally's band has a show at her house, so I might go to that for a little bit. I wanna see how good they are. Word. & with that, I'm gonna go. Later.

:.:The Reflection:.: wifebeater & boxers

:.:Ponderments:.: what to do today.

:.:Verbal Exchange:.: no one.

No, I Don't Want No Scrub...

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 17:31:49 GMT

I've been watching Behind the Music on TLC all morning. Fun times. I liked them...they were hardcore, fo' sho'. Mmhmm...anywho. Tonight is Bayside...that should be fun times. I love them. Of course Hindsight is playing...& I'm going with Shaun. So I'm getting shit for that...unspoken shit, but shit nonetheless. So hurray for that. But yeah.......
Me & Aideen are talking about prom. Prom is lame. I wanted to go but there's so much hype about it. & if I do go, it would probably be with Shaun, & I know he doesn't really want to go...so I don't want to make him. & I don't know anyone else I could go with. I'm definitely going to my senior prom...but I think I'll just skip it this year.
Well, since no one reads this(but Atom...hey bro), I'm going to go drown myself or something. Adios.
Mirror, Mirror: jeans, black Vans, Armor for Sleep shirt, Dagger jacket
Ponderments: the show should be interesting tonight...
Kiss it Goodbye: Tori, Lauren, & Aideen

There Would Be Left for Me to Lose But Doubt...

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 17:39:06 GMT

Obsession. I love this song. Vroom. Yummy...whew. I wanna find someone to play this song acoustic...it would be fun times. I talked to John from ex-ODF...I hadn't talked to him in so long. I miss him & Luke. *sigh* but it's okay cos they're looking for a show in RVA in the next month or so, so I'm trying to help them out. I can't wait to hear their new stuff. I don't even know what they're called...Bryan kept the name One Day Forever...got new members. Recorded in August & released an EP in September or October. He gave me ODF's last EP before they split. It was really good. I dunno...still makes me sad. I seriously cried when they broke up. It was pathetic. I'm gonna listen to "Mirrors..." now, cos that song makes me sad & happy inside. Agh anyway. Enough about that.
So today...I will do nothing. But listen to old ODF. & be sad. & maybe read. & maybe...see if i have any homework. Cos I'm sure I do. Ooooo, Senses Fail is saturday. Muy exciting. & The Beautiful Mistake is playing too. God damn you should have seen how I spelled "Beautiful" the first time, lmao. It was something like "Beatufil". Yeeeah. I rock. I need to brush up on my Senses Fail lyrics for the show. Gonna go work on that. Adios.
:.:the reflection:.: jeans, ODF shirt, fishnets, black jacket
:.:ponderments:.: Chris from DAC thinks I'm hot. hahaha funny stuff.
:.:verbal exchange:.: Colin thru email

Woooaaaaah, woooah. yo yo yo G Fresh...

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 16:57:53 GMT

Worrrrd. I'm sitting in Java...& some of the AP comp sci class is in here too. I think. I skipped 1st period, cos I didn't get to sleep till about mid-nite, then I was up again at 2, & I watched Boy Meets World, cos I was having odd dreams. Then mom called me at 7 instead of 7.30 so I got up...hen I slept for 20 more minutes. Then Shaun took me to school around 8 .30 & I was a little bit early...then I went to photo & it toom me 2 hours to do my exam...Mr B is alot like satan. He made us do one sandwich neg photo, one vinette photo, & one normal one. & write a 1 page esaay about what we need to improve on or something. It was hella long. HELLA. Heh.
So last night was a bad night. Josh likes Ashlea, & I kinda wanna die. So that sucks. &...I have been sitting here watching the graphics on the media player...it's cool. now i have to go study chemestry/

You Might Think This is Easy For Me...

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 22:37:52 GMT

Random song stuck in my head. Bah for the new year. my new years eve kinda sucked. spent it downtown with my boo & hindsight. Oh well...back to school today...not looking forward to the next few weeks...i have a short fiction portfolio due, 5 page research paper due, set of journal entries due and exams all by the end of this month. Bah. Humbug. I am also about 3 projects behind in photography which sucks. speaking of which, it's getting dark, i should get ready to go shoot soon. Have a nice year.

SOTY TOMORROW!!!

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 05:15:29 GMT

Tomorrow I go see Story of the fucking Year. I am in love. It makes me sad they're on the radio now...I adore them. I dunno who else is playing...don't really care much, either.
Hi Tyler.
Last night was ATL. They were sexy as always. & Leesah was there. Hurray for Leesah.
Mommy & Bastian are fighting, so I'm gonna go play. YAY!
Bye guys.
Mirror, Mirror: guitar shirt, pj pants, glasses
Ponderments: fighting is fun.
Verbal Exchange: Ashlea...but she left...she's on a quest for tape & alas, I have none in my room.

How Many Times Were We Standing On the Edge of a Break-thru...?

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 05:19:26 GMT

If there's nothing to hold onto, maybe we don't have anything at all...

I never write in here. That's pretty obvious tho. Today is Shaun's birthday. I'm jailbait. Heh...oh well, it happens. We just got power back today...it went out yesterday cos of the hurricane. Woohoo. No school yesterday & today. I love simple sentences. Shaun went out...I don't know when he'll be back. Soon, I hope. I need a hug. Bum RucKus has a diary...very exciting. Ashlea's work blew up. I think that's funny...but I have to work Sunday, which is not funny at all. & I haven't gotten my pay check from the past 2 weeks yet. Cold makes me smile...as in the band, Cold. Makes me think of Adam. I have to talk to him...I will go email him now. Goodnight.
:.:The Reflection:.: pj pants, wifebeater, glasses
:.:Kiss it Goodbye:.: no one.
:.:Ponderments:.: I hate drama

Tell All the English Boys You Meet About the American Boy Back in the States...

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 20:41:06 GMT

01. Name? Amby
02. D.O.B.? 4.1.87
03. Location? RVA
04. Religion? none
05. Occupation? I am Candy the 2 cent Hooker

APPEARANCE
01. Hair? burgandy & to the middle of my back
02. Eyes? green
03. Height? 5'
04. Weight? who knows
05. Figure? or the lackthereof?

STYLE
01. Clothing? band tee, jeans, & vans. hoodie in the winter
02. Music? emo, screamo, punk, pop punk
03. Makeup? eyeliner only
04. Bodyart? do piercings count? if so, i have 4 in each ear, my nose, & my bellybutton

RIGHT NOW
01. Wearing? black/green stars bondage pants, GC hoodie, emo glasses
02. Listening to? Brand New - Sudden Death in Carolina
03. Thinking of? hmm...no comment
04. Feeling? cold

LAST THING YOU...
01. Bought? uhm...hair clips =Þ
02. Did? drank water
03. Ate & drank? i don't remember; water
04. Read? this question
05. Watched on TV? uhm i watched Snoop Dogg on TV last night...lol
EITHER / OR
01. Club or houseparty? dunno
02. Tea or coffee? coffee
03. High achiever or easygoing? in between
04. Beer or cider? bitch beer =)
05. Drinks or shots? both. hurry for the Captain =)
06. Cats or dogs? dogs
07. Single or taken? single when you're taken...taken when you're single.
08. Pen or pencil? pen
09. Gloves or mittens? mittens
10. Food or candy? *shrugs*
11. Cassette or CD? Cd
12. Snuff or cigarettes? gross neither
13. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
14. Hard or mild alcohol? both
15. Matches or a lighter? both
16. Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? who?
17. Ricky Lake or Oprah Winfrey? ricky. YOU DON'T KNOW ME! haha
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. Kill? me
02. Shag? heh..hmm...
03. Slap? no comment.
04. Hear from? Colin
05. Get really wasted with? ashlea
06. Tickle? what??
07. Look like? someone else
08. Be like? me
09. Avoid? you.
10. Tease? everyone
11. Kiss? who do you think?
12. Hang out with? aaron
FAVORITE
01. Food? salad
02. Drink? water
03. Color? pink black & silver
04. Album? Together We Stand
05. Shoes? Vans
06. Site? www.teenopendiary.com
07. Dance? mine......or the Twist if you're a bitch
08. Song? Art of Feeling
09. Vegetable? corn
10. Berry? strawberry...hahaha

I stole this from Brett. I am bad. Maybe not.

Shakin Like a Dog Shittin Razorblades

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 20:23:55 GMT

Nice. Gotta love Alk3. Today was shitty. But I'm better now. I got my digital camera to work. Exciting! I'm set to take pictures tonight with it. I must get sexai first. What a task that will be. It excites me; 30 Day has a diary type thing on this here site. What a lovely bunch of bois. Hi Brad. I've got a big fat fuckin bone to pick with you my darling... Awesome. Hmm...not much going on this summer. Gave my puppy away to these horrible people. Makes me very sad. It'll be alright, though. Maybe. *sigh* I am still looking for a job. Anyone looking for a midget hooker? Gimme a call; 1-800-IMA-LAME-ASS. Blah blah blah. Oh yay; AAR. Hmm. I was supposed to do all this stuff today. I haven't done shit. I'll do it all tonight, I guess. I've gotta sew.
I went to see that pirate movie...the one with Johnny Depp. Very good movie. Wouldn't mind seeing it twice. Spent the past 2 days with Shaun. Very cool. I can't wait till Warped tour. Mainly cos the boys are playing, & that makes me smile. I hope they play alot of songs off the cd. That would be tre cool. Well, I think that's enough for now. Trading Spaces in 35 minutes. Rock on.
:.:the reflection:.: black bondage pants, GC hoodie
:.:verbal exchange:.: Shaun
:.:ponderments:.: i'm kinda sleepy...

Watch Your Mouth...Hold Your Tongue, Boy...

Sat, 21 Jun 2003 20:21:08 GMT

Oh how I love Juliana Theory...God damn. I just got home from Shaun's house. I left Thursday & stayed with him up at his house. It was coolness. We picked up a stray dog...she's so fucking cute it's not even funny. I decided to call her PA(Punk Ass). It suits her well. I don't know if we're even keeping her...mom loves her so maybe...but who knows. I'm going to the beach either tomorrow or monday. Fun times...Goin with Ashlea, Nigel, mom & Josh. *dances a bit* I love Northstar. They make me quite happy inside. Gotta take puppy out....adios

When I Can't See You, You're Always Near. Back Right Pocket, I Keep You There...

Mon, 02 Jun 2003 21:29:26 GMT

Blah blah blah. Long time no write. Nothing to say. My mom hates me now. Oh fun. She won't speak to me. Yeah...That's all, I don't feel like writing.
:.:the reflection:.: emo is awesome shirt, jeans, black vans
:.:ponderments:.: ajhfvfhsrt nap...
:.:verbal exchange:.: no one, thank god.

& Hey Green Eyes, I'm Going Blind...

Tue, 27 May 2003 01:48:27 GMT

Blah. Long weekend. Ready to go back to skool...just so it can be officially over. Bah. Friday, I was so exhausted...me, mom, bas, & Shaun all went out to dinner, came home...I had a beer & a shot of vodka & I was out. Fell asleep early. Woke up...on the floor? In my bed maybe? I don't remember. Saturday, got up semi-early, went to the gym with the family unit, came home & did nothing really...house work & such. The family unit watched Anaconda, & I fell asleep at the beginning of that. It was gay. Then I woke up cos I couldn't sleep...we went to my room, & Shaun fell asleep in like 2 seconds, I couldn't go back to sleep...& then Shaun decided he wanted to sleep across the whole bed(i love you sweetie...lol), so I got up since I couldn't sleep anyway. I got online for a little bit, then layed down on the floor. fell asleep around 5 got up sometime did something i don't really know i know i went swimming last night & today i went to maymont & now i am going to talk to people & be pissed off about life cos that's what you're supposed to do when you're a teen....be pissed off about life! HURRAY FOR BEING DEPRESSED!!!

I've Never Seen Your Glitter Shine So See-Thru As Right Here

Wed, 21 May 2003 22:59:56 GMT

Long time no write... Just got back from the gym. Fun times. Saw a bunch of people...kinda funny really. Saw my ex, Ryan. Haven't seen him since last year. Craziness. But what's crazier is that I saw this kid Josh I used to have a crush on in like elementary skool...he hasn't changed a bit. Kinda creepy. But yeah...things haven't been going real well lately, & I kinda feel like shooting myself in the head most of the time, but it's all good. Hmm...yeah. I have a ton of pictures to take...I gotta go do that. Laters.
:.:the reflection:.: icky gym clothes
:.:ponderments:.: woohoo good idea for my puniddle thingy!
:.:verbal exchange:.: no one

Pictures Fade Away but Memories are Forever....

Sun, 18 May 2003 14:43:56 GMT

Morning morning mooooorning....it's early, mofos. Too early. But not as early as when I got up yesterday. I'll tell you about my weekend. Friday, me & Shaun-y boi went to the gym & signed him up, & we worked out for a little bit, then came back to my home. Ashlea was here, so we made plans. She called Joey, he came over, & we went to see Holes. The movies was awesome, but the people behind us were having social hour, so when we were leaving I made a point to loudly voice my opinion of the fact that they were "FUCKING RUDE PEOPLE WHO TALK ON THEIR CELL PHONES THROUGH AN ENTIRE MOVIE". But anywho, we went to get some dinner then came back home. Later we left again & did some extreme driving to the store, then some more extreme driving back home...then watched some movie. But I fell asleep. Then Saturday, we woke up at the ass crack of dawn to go meet Mary to go to some thrift store in Egypt. We were supposed to meet her at 930 in a parking lot so she could show us how to get there, but after 20 minutes, she didn't show...so we decided to go find the place our selves. After a long ass time of driving, turning around, asking for directions etc, we ended up in the middle of Pow-hatan(heh) & lost, & we found the place, Mary wasn't there, & by then we had to go so Shaun could get to practice on time. Dropped Ashlea back off at my house, & me & Shaun went to Josh's house. They were trying Nick out. He's good, but more for a hardcore style, not Hindsight. Oh well...Danny talked more than I've ever heard him before...it was cool. I was sitting there with him & Shaun in Josh's room & was all shocked cos he spoke...alot. Made me smile. Danny's a cool boi. Anywho, so we left there, went back to my home & I was supposed to go to the gym with Shaun but mom said I couldn't so everyone got in a shitty mood & Shaun left & blah blah lekurhtlqgiubh8op3ht & then Nigel got here & we left with him. Went to Plan 9 for a minute, then took Britt home, then went to the mall, then went home, Nigel left, me & Ashlea got food, got drunk & Ashlea & bastian started some gay movie & I went to sleep. & now I'm going to go take a shower cos I'm gross. Later days.
:.:the reflection:.: STD hoodie, stripey shirt, grey pj pants
:.:ponderments:.: oh I wish I was a little bar of soap...
:.:verbal exchange:.: Billy

Dad, Your Boy's About to Fall, He's On the Razor's Edge...

Tue, 13 May 2003 23:03:18 GMT

Amazing song. I love the Juliana Theory. Worked out again today. Man do I love it...it's so awesome to not be lazy. Me & mom are doing raquette ball tomorrow(dunno if I spelled that right but oh well). It's gonna be pimpin-ness. I might wait & see if Shaun wants to do it with us after practice. He might sign up, which would be so cool...I'd like someone else to do this with...& none of my other friends go there, not that I know of anyway...but yeah, that would be mad cool if he started going. Well i'm gonna go shower & such. Later days.
:.:the reflection:.: cheerleaders raise the roof shirt(haha!), grey pants, pink vans
:.:ponderments:.: I love this song...
:.:verbal exchange:.: no one; away message

In Your Eyes I See a Darkness That Torments You...

Mon, 12 May 2003 23:10:33 GMT

Woo! *jogs in place* Just got back from the gym & it was so fun. Muahaha....I love it there. I like not being a lazy bum. I did 10 minutes on the bike, then arms & legs & abs for an hour, then 10 minutes on the tredmill with a hella mad incline thingy; made me feel accomplished. Me likes a lot...I'm soaked right now...mommy squirted her water bottle at me...it was kinda funny. But now I'm gonna go & take a shower cos I'm all icky. Later days!
:.:the reflection:.: grey pants, pink Vans, cheering shirt
:.:ponderments:.: gonna do tae bo with mommy YAY!
:.:verbal exchange:.: shaun about me getting skinny & sexai for him & luke about cj

I Wish You Would Take My Radio to Bathe With You, Plugged in & Ready to Fall...

Sun, 11 May 2003 17:13:34 GMT

Ok so yeah, Army of Freshmen went on & such, they were frikkin saweeeet. Uhm...let's see Matt K was there, which was awesome. I love that kid...& I hadn't seen him since the Plan 9 show. Anywho, so we hung out with him a bit. Ohhhh, haha let's jump back about 3 hours...we went to Midkiff's for a minute before the show. Anyway. Soooo yeah Tim was there...Mattchu & his band were there(Alex & Dan). Hindsight went on 2nd...they were good. A few problems at the beginning of the set, but I think it was cos they were new songs...I dunno maybe I'm just dumb. Anyway so yeah, their set was a bit short...On the last song(Worst Bruce Willis Movie), me & Britt got on stage & did the last half of the song with them. It was saweetness. I hadn't been on that stage since the Pietasters like 2 years ago. But yeah we did that ish, they got off stage & whatnot & me, Britt, Ashlea, Joey & Matt K went upstairs & hung out for a bit. Blah blah nothing special...then right before River City High went on, I saw John & Luke(my frieds from One Day Forever) & I went to talk to them. They're so sweet to me...I love them. LoL I walked up to John & tapped him on the shoulder, & when he turned around & saw me he gave me the biggest hug....it was so awesome. I love that guy, LoL. Luke hugged me too, & I stood there & talked to them for a long time. Watched a bit of RCH, but it was so hot...I just listened from the back. After the show, I left with John & Luke to go to John's car to get a cd he wanted to give me. It's the master copy of the last stuff ODF recorded before they broke up...makes me smile. Anywho, they walked me back to the club, hugged me a thousand times, then left...I got my mom 2 River City High cds for Mother's Day...(side note: today, while talking about them, she said "you could have at least gotten them signed"...how sweet.) Then...I think we left soon after that. Brad didn't talk to me all night. Well, once....but that was it. Made me feel really bad...I miss him. I miss being friends with him. *sigh* oh well. It's up to him to talk to me...ANYWAY! went home, got a rash of shit from mom about not calling her etc, Shaun came back & we went to sleep. Got up this morning, Shaun left, went out to breakfast with mom, bastian, josh, sponge & the old man. Sponge & the old man went home not too long ago, & now I'm bored out of my mind. I'm probably going to go to sleep soon...I'm so tired...Later days.
:.:the reflection:.: bondage pants, ODF shirt, black jacket, plaid vans
:.:ponderments:.: I kinda wanna go to the gym...but I'm really tired...
:.:verbal exchange:.: shaun

This is What Living Like This Does...

Sun, 11 May 2003 14:07:57 GMT

So I was actually able to go last night. Thank god. It was fun times. Shaun picked me up at 2 with Tren & Britt, we went to River City Diner with the band & hung out, did the dinner thing, then walked down to Alley Katz from there. I helped them bring in equipment & such, then kinda hung around doing nothing, cos there was nothing to be done. Watched RCH warm up...hurray for cool bands! About 6, Jessica decides to kick us out & make me, Ashlea, Britt, & Joey stand outside...in the rain. Grr...but yeah so we stood out there for a minute or 2, got back in, watched Army of Freshman do sound check & fell in love with them...they're amazing. Finish this later

This Love We Share Seems to Go Nowhere...

Fri, 09 May 2003 18:47:56 GMT

I'm in a really shitty mood. Lovely. Mom randomly tells me last night that I can't go anywhere this weekend...why? I have no idea. Apparently no one knows. But yeah....so now I don't have anything to give her for mother's day...I wanted to get her a River City High shirt, cos she loves them....but that requires going to the show tomorrow, & I can't go. Pretty pissed off about that. It's gay. So yeah...I guess it's another year of cards. Not my problem. I will let her know that she could have gotten a RCH shirt, but she kinda jewed that up(& the "jew" remark is not antisemitic; it's a bad habit, thanks to Nigel). I have to clean the house, cos Sponge & the Old Man are coming down this weekend. & 20 bucks says they're sleeping in my room, which sucks cos I have to sleep in the living room with no music or anything to entertain me. THIS SUCKS! Agh...but in other news...I did laugh once today...John's random string of very loud swears at lunch made me laugh...but the reason he was swearing wasn't very funny(I sorry, John....that sucks much!). Well I think I'm going to go download some music, burn a cd to listen to tomorrow when I'm all alone sleeping in the living room with the man that wants to kill me, then clean the house. Later days...fuckers.
:.:the reflection:.: black & white plaid bondage pants, SICK shirt, STD hoodie, plaid vans
:.:ponderments:.: this blows massively
:.:verbal exchange:.: no one, thank god.

Just Stuck, Hollow & Alone, & the Fault is My Own...

Thu, 08 May 2003 22:18:43 GMT

Finally back to skool now. I havent been since monday. Damn the sickness. Hmm....I was talking to Hayden....turns out he likes/d me....kinda weird. I used to like him too. But anywho, that's not important. Tomorrow I was supposed to go out with Ashlea but apparently that's not going down. I dunno. Hmmm...then Saturday is the RCH/Hindsight show(WOOHOO!!!). Wow....in a matter of like 20 minutes, I went from hyper to kinda feeling like i wanna shoot myself in the head. I'm going to go now. I hate people.

Sun, 04 May 2003 23:27:03 GMT

My eyes are cold. I don't think that's normal. Not one bit.

I've Got a Big fat Fuckin Bone to Pick With You My Darling...

Sun, 04 May 2003 23:18:35 GMT

This weekend was interesting. Friday afternoon, I went out with Ashlea, Nigel, Kaitlin & Alex to see that godforsaken X Men movie. It wasn't bad. I almost killed these little kids behind us tho; they talked thru the whole movie. Anyway, after the movie, me & Ashlea got dinner then she went home & I sat at home bored. Shaun came over a bit later since I hadn't gotten to see him that day, & ended up staying. He left for band practice, came back at like 3 or 4, & around 6 or 7(I really didn't keep track of time), I left with him to go stay with him for the night. We did the redneck thing...it was fun times tho. Justin, Brandy, Aramus, Ann, Elanore, & Dave were all there, they all got drunk & had fun times...it was actually alot of fun, despite me feeling like crap all night. They're very fun people. Aramus & Ann are 2 of the nicest people I think I've ever met. Sooo yeah, I watched them all play drinking-card games(they were drinking beer, plus I didn't feel good, so I didn't play). Dave passed out around like 1, then got up later cos he was sick...that was really funny. Around 2, we decided to go in & try to get some sleep since Aramus & Ann had to drive back to Maryland in the morning, & me & Shaun had to drive all the way back to my house pretty early. Everyone found sleeping places, & went to sleep by 3 or so. Got up around 10, hung out outside...watched Aramus & Dave play with what was left of the fire from last night, everyone stood around talking for a bit, then Dave, Ann, Aramus & Elanore left, & me & Shaun headed back to my house. Got here, I showered, Ashlea got here with Joey & Aaron, we went out to lunch, came back here & I was feeling really sick so Ashlea & Joey went to the party I was supposed to go to with Ashlea, & I stayed home & slept. Ashlea came back by, dropped off some pictures of me & Christopher(which are by are the cutest pix ever ever ever) then she left, Shaun left, & mommy came home, bringing us to now. I'm feeling like I got hit by a truck(litterally). My whole body hurts...feels like the flu(blah). So I think I'm gonna go now & do the sleep thing. Later days.
:.:the reflection:.: khaki courds, dark blue long-sleeved shirt(I'm freezing people! *shivvers*)
:.:ponderments:.: I wonder what kind of drugs I can take...
:.:verbal exchange:.: this girl IMed me but I don't feel like talking to her...

"If something moves, eat it! If it doesn't, sell it!"

Fri, 02 May 2003 15:30:59 GMT

Haha.....Old Chinese saying. Makes me laugh. Hmm....been a while, eh? Well let's see....I don't really remember what I did this past weekend...Saturday Ashlea came by for a bit with Aaron & Britt. Later, me & Shaun went to Ricky's house & chilled with him & Brian, which was fun times. I watched them all skate(quite amusing). Shaun's not half as bad as he makes himself out to be. Then Ricky left with some friends, so me, Shaun & Brian went to CiCi's. Then me & Shaun came home. They all watched some movies but I slept thru them all...I was so freaking tired. Uhm...Sunday me & Shaun went to Josh's for a bit...I slept in Josh's chair a little, played with Kismet...nothing special. Josh was away in Norfolk, we were dog-sitting. Well, Shaun was. Anyway, so we left there about 5, came back to my home, washed my truck, then Shaun left again to go back to Josh's, then I did nothing the rest of the night. Nothing special has happened this week. I was supposed to go to the beach Thursday to get my bellybutton pierced but that fell thru...mom's a cracker. Wednesday, I signed up for American Family so I'm gonna get skinny woohoo. Mom's dubbed me the fat ugly kid...so sweet.....& very true*sigh*. Yeah, today Shaun has court, I'm at home cos I can't move....something happened to my neck/shoulder while i was sleeping & now i can't turn my head cos it hurts too bad...this afternoon, Shaun's going to Josh's for DDR & I'm going to the movies with Ashlea, Nigel, Alex & hif girlfriend. Shall be fun times I presume. Then....I dunno what else is going on. I'll probably go to the gym this weekend...I hope I can. Or maybe tonight. I dunno. I wanna hang out with someone this weekend but alas, I have no friends. Oh well, I might go swim laps at the gym or something...I miss swimming. I'm gonna go burn a few cds & take another nap. Hurray for not going to school.
:.: the reflection:.: Rainbow Bright shirt, rainbow-y jeans
:.:ponderments:.: so bored...
:.:verbal exchange:.: no one cos everyone's at skool. hahahaha sucks to be all of you!

So I Talk in My Mirror to the Stranger that Appears...

Sat, 26 Apr 2003 12:16:15 GMT

It's 8 am. Dammit. Time to go back to sleep! *sigh* Last night, Shaun came over & we watched a Walk to Remember. That was all. Mom & Bastian went out dancing & stayed in a hotel...not sure when they'll be back. Sometime today, I presume. I have nothing planned for today...I'm grounded so I can't do anything anyway. *sigh* Shaun's leaving at 9 to go home & pick something up; he'll be back at Josh's by 12...I'll be stuck here. Woohoo. I'm gonna go now. Gotta wake Shaun up soon.
:.:the reflection:.: Shaun's 30 Day shirt, pj pants
:.:ponderments:.: my back hurts so bad...*tear*
:.:verbal exchange:.: anyone with any sense is still asleep...