okay so i just read my first page of entries & i was a sad little girl! i haven't been here in almost 3 full years; that's fantastic. anyhow, for anyone who reads this, disreguard anything before this entry. i'm way cooler now than the 16 y.o. "punk" hardass who used to write in this journal.

I love The Spill Canvas. Okay, some terrible news that no one cares about but me. 30 Day Warranty broke up. My favorite band in the world. They played their last show Saturday...I took pictures. It was amazing...of course. But anyhow. Onto my spring break.
Pretty sweet party last Friday at my house. Adara played an acoustic set. That was fun =) They're my new heroes. I got drunk...there was thie bottle of Captain Morgan....& now there's not. Heh....between me & Ashlea...& Steven from Adara & Diane. We almost killed it. But it's all good. I had fun. Little Brad(from 30 Day) was here. That was fun. He was my source of amusement. Good stuff. Hmm....the whole night was fun. There are about 4 videos floating around Chesterfield now with me & Ashlea making out on them. Yay for that. Bleh. Anyhow.

So today I'm going to see the Alamo with my padre. & tomorrow, Ally's band has a show at her house, so I might go to that for a little bit. I wanna see how good they are. Word. & with that, I'm gonna go. Later.

:.:The Reflection:.: wifebeater & boxers

:.:Ponderments:.: what to do today.

:.:Verbal Exchange:.: no one.

I've been watching Behind the Music on TLC all morning. Fun times. I liked them...they were hardcore, fo' sho'. Mmhmm...anywho. Tonight is Bayside...that should be fun times. I love them. Of course Hindsight is playing...& I'm going with Shaun. So I'm getting shit for that...unspoken shit, but shit nonetheless. So hurray for that. But yeah.......
Me & Aideen are talking about prom. Prom is lame. I wanted to go but there's so much hype about it. & if I do go, it would probably be with Shaun, & I know he doesn't really want to go...so I don't want to make him. & I don't know anyone else I could go with. I'm definitely going to my senior prom...but I think I'll just skip it this year.
Well, since no one reads this(but Atom...hey bro), I'm going to go drown myself or something. Adios.
Mirror, Mirror: jeans, black Vans, Armor for Sleep shirt, Dagger jacket
Ponderments: the show should be interesting tonight...
Kiss it Goodbye: Tori, Lauren, & Aideen

Obsession. I love this song. Vroom. Yummy...whew. I wanna find someone to play this song acoustic...it would be fun times. I talked to John from ex-ODF...I hadn't talked to him in so long. I miss him & Luke. *sigh* but it's okay cos they're looking for a show in RVA in the next month or so, so I'm trying to help them out. I can't wait to hear their new stuff. I don't even know what they're called...Bryan kept the name One Day Forever...got new members. Recorded in August & released an EP in September or October. He gave me ODF's last EP before they split. It was really good. I dunno...still makes me sad. I seriously cried when they broke up. It was pathetic. I'm gonna listen to "Mirrors..." now, cos that song makes me sad & happy inside. Agh anyway. Enough about that.
So today...I will do nothing. But listen to old ODF. & be sad. & maybe read. & maybe...see if i have any homework. Cos I'm sure I do. Ooooo, Senses Fail is saturday. Muy exciting. & The Beautiful Mistake is playing too. God damn you should have seen how I spelled "Beautiful" the first time, lmao. It was something like "Beatufil". Yeeeah. I rock. I need to brush up on my Senses Fail lyrics for the show. Gonna go work on that. Adios.
:.:the reflection:.: jeans, ODF shirt, fishnets, black jacket
:.:ponderments:.: Chris from DAC thinks I'm hot. hahaha funny stuff.
:.:verbal exchange:.: Colin thru email

Worrrrd. I'm sitting in Java...& some of the AP comp sci class is in here too. I think. I skipped 1st period, cos I didn't get to sleep till about mid-nite, then I was up again at 2, & I watched Boy Meets World, cos I was having odd dreams. Then mom called me at 7 instead of 7.30 so I got up...hen I slept for 20 more minutes. Then Shaun took me to school around 8 .30 & I was a little bit early...then I went to photo & it toom me 2 hours to do my exam...Mr B is alot like satan. He made us do one sandwich neg photo, one vinette photo, & one normal one. & write a 1 page esaay about what we need to improve on or something. It was hella long. HELLA. Heh.
So last night was a bad night. Josh likes Ashlea, & I kinda wanna die. So that sucks. &...I have been sitting here watching the graphics on the media player...it's cool. now i have to go study chemestry/

Random song stuck in my head. Bah for the new year. my new years eve kinda sucked. spent it downtown with my boo & hindsight. Oh well...back to school today...not looking forward to the next few weeks...i have a short fiction portfolio due, 5 page research paper due, set of journal entries due and exams all by the end of this month. Bah. Humbug. I am also about 3 projects behind in photography which sucks. speaking of which, it's getting dark, i should get ready to go shoot soon. Have a nice year.

Tomorrow I go see Story of the fucking Year. I am in love. It makes me sad they're on the radio now...I adore them. I dunno who else is playing...don't really care much, either.
Hi Tyler.
Last night was ATL. They were sexy as always. & Leesah was there. Hurray for Leesah.
Mommy & Bastian are fighting, so I'm gonna go play. YAY!
Bye guys.
Mirror, Mirror: guitar shirt, pj pants, glasses
Ponderments: fighting is fun.
Verbal Exchange: Ashlea...but she left...she's on a quest for tape & alas, I have none in my room.

If there's nothing to hold onto, maybe we don't have anything at all...

I never write in here. That's pretty obvious tho. Today is Shaun's birthday. I'm jailbait. Heh...oh well, it happens. We just got power back today...it went out yesterday cos of the hurricane. Woohoo. No school yesterday & today. I love simple sentences. Shaun went out...I don't know when he'll be back. Soon, I hope. I need a hug. Bum RucKus has a diary...very exciting. Ashlea's work blew up. I think that's funny...but I have to work Sunday, which is not funny at all. & I haven't gotten my pay check from the past 2 weeks yet. Cold makes me smile...as in the band, Cold. Makes me think of Adam. I have to talk to him...I will go email him now. Goodnight.
:.:The Reflection:.: pj pants, wifebeater, glasses
:.:Kiss it Goodbye:.: no one.
:.:Ponderments:.: I hate drama

01. Name? Amby
02. D.O.B.? 4.1.87
03. Location? RVA
04. Religion? none
05. Occupation? I am Candy the 2 cent Hooker

APPEARANCE
01. Hair? burgandy & to the middle of my back
02. Eyes? green
03. Height? 5'
04. Weight? who knows
05. Figure? or the lackthereof?

STYLE
01. Clothing? band tee, jeans, & vans. hoodie in the winter
02. Music? emo, screamo, punk, pop punk
03. Makeup? eyeliner only
04. Bodyart? do piercings count? if so, i have 4 in each ear, my nose, & my bellybutton

RIGHT NOW
01. Wearing? black/green stars bondage pants, GC hoodie, emo glasses
02. Listening to? Brand New - Sudden Death in Carolina
03. Thinking of? hmm...no comment
04. Feeling? cold

LAST THING YOU...
01. Bought? uhm...hair clips =Þ
02. Did? drank water
03. Ate & drank? i don't remember; water
04. Read? this question
05. Watched on TV? uhm i watched Snoop Dogg on TV last night...lol
EITHER / OR
01. Club or houseparty? dunno
02. Tea or coffee? coffee
03. High achiever or easygoing? in between
04. Beer or cider? bitch beer =)
05. Drinks or shots? both. hurry for the Captain =)
06. Cats or dogs? dogs
07. Single or taken? single when you're taken...taken when you're single.
08. Pen or pencil? pen
09. Gloves or mittens? mittens
10. Food or candy? *shrugs*
11. Cassette or CD? Cd
12. Snuff or cigarettes? gross neither
13. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
14. Hard or mild alcohol? both
15. Matches or a lighter? both
16. Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? who?
17. Ricky Lake or Oprah Winfrey? ricky. YOU DON'T KNOW ME! haha
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. Kill? me
02. Shag? heh..hmm...
03. Slap? no comment.
04. Hear from? Colin
05. Get really wasted with? ashlea
06. Tickle? what??
07. Look like? someone else
08. Be like? me
09. Avoid? you.
10. Tease? everyone
11. Kiss? who do you think?
12. Hang out with? aaron
FAVORITE
01. Food? salad
02. Drink? water
03. Color? pink black & silver
04. Album? Together We Stand
05. Shoes? Vans
06. Site? www.teenopendiary.com
07. Dance? mine......or the Twist if you're a bitch
08. Song? Art of Feeling
09. Vegetable? corn
10. Berry? strawberry...hahaha

I stole this from Brett. I am bad. Maybe not.

Nice. Gotta love Alk3. Today was shitty. But I'm better now. I got my digital camera to work. Exciting! I'm set to take pictures tonight with it. I must get sexai first. What a task that will be. It excites me; 30 Day has a diary type thing on this here site. What a lovely bunch of bois. Hi Brad. I've got a big fat fuckin bone to pick with you my darling... Awesome. Hmm...not much going on this summer. Gave my puppy away to these horrible people. Makes me very sad. It'll be alright, though. Maybe. *sigh* I am still looking for a job. Anyone looking for a midget hooker? Gimme a call; 1-800-IMA-LAME-ASS. Blah blah blah. Oh yay; AAR. Hmm. I was supposed to do all this stuff today. I haven't done shit. I'll do it all tonight, I guess. I've gotta sew.
I went to see that pirate movie...the one with Johnny Depp. Very good movie. Wouldn't mind seeing it twice. Spent the past 2 days with Shaun. Very cool. I can't wait till Warped tour. Mainly cos the boys are playing, & that makes me smile. I hope they play alot of songs off the cd. That would be tre cool. Well, I think that's enough for now. Trading Spaces in 35 minutes. Rock on.
:.:the reflection:.: black bondage pants, GC hoodie
:.:verbal exchange:.: Shaun
:.:ponderments:.: i'm kinda sleepy...